November 9, 2004 journal, the miracles of God, free enterprise enters space, petting zoo gets blamed in Raleigh for the E. coli bacteria outbreak. With all the junk food spewed at the North Carolina State Fair, they can only blame the innocent little animals at the petting zoo. I want to talk about the good I see in life but there is so much bad going on all over the world including the all-out summary attack on Fallujah to destroy the people living in that city. As I suspected news is scarce of the genocide they are committing there today. Bush Sr. was on early TV rattling off about Michael Moore. It was reported that the day after election Americans leaving to Canada applications increased from 20,000 averages to 120,000 in one day. Other people talk about going to Mexico but I say to stay in place and let God avenge the enemies of this country and he will. Some people are going into space as was shown on CBS 60 Minutes competing for space travel and funded by the owner of Virgin Atlantic Airways from England. One artist wants to go live on the moon with his family but I say that conditions here are better. I would like to find pure water to drink and bathe in and have available fresh garden food to consume. We have become saturated with insecticides and many environmental pollutants, a danger to our health in my opinion. I praise the Lord for life and the eternal life greater than I can never imagine. I witnessed the hand of God on my life many times bringing me through impossible situations and so many adverse conditions. My enemies are far-fetched and adverse to God from what I observe. I cannot stop painting and writing what swells up within my soul to say and do. Let us war no more physically or spiritually but surrender to God Almighty our creator. Let us pray and praise him daily until that day when we finish our course and receive our reward in glory to live with Christ the Lord forever and rejoice around ‘the tree of life’, coming from the throne of God in a better place than this old world in its present state. I went to Home Depot for furnace filters size 14 x 14 and they have every size and style in the world except the one I use so many of. Instead of paying 60¢ each I have purchased one for 9.95. Instead of keeping a basic model in stock in all sizes they prefer to upgrade to very expensive filters even some air will not flow through freely. I then ask to see the manager and finally they found one with a ring in his ear to tell me that if there were not a slot for it on the counter that their home office has dropped it. They have told me that before. They have this huge store with only 2 checkout registers operating and they are always high on batteries. Some things I really like about them but other things are crazy. Does anyone else in the world feel like I do? Maybe I am just an oddball but I think we have lost our focus on what is important and let the beast eat our lunch and end our lives. It seems to me everything we eat should be raw if we are to retain the enzymes except for rice and potatoes. I do not recommend eating meat but the same rule would apply if one did. Cooking does not kill fluoride in the water or chlorine. Animals in wild never cook anything. I was a guest at a famous eating place and ask if butter over the trout was real or margarine, the answer finally came that it was margarine. The proprietor saved about a nickel on each meal by supplying dead food to his customers without warning them at all. Just consider it all deadly unless you can find proof otherwise. All prefabricated foods require preservatives and the cereals industry is number one with sugar and preservatives. It is similar to suicide to most market goods today. I recommend respect for ones body. They are dropping 2,000 lb. bombs on Fullujah. How would you like it if they did here? Richard Branson is planning to have the first space flight for citizens at only $100,000.00. They won the prize going into space and did it at a fraction of the cost of the government.